fuck the damn punch cards.

my current state is an elaborate mixture of utter liberation, bliss, satisfaction, rebellion, and just wanting to fucking do what i want to do whenever and wherever.and my job, has everything to do with it. it almost feels like ive been kept captive these few weeks, going to work at 10, going home at 8, almost 9. going through the same repetitive routine daily was driving me so close to insanity

so basically, i woke up super late for work yesterday, and just made a decision to fucking quit cause it just hit me, why the fuck am i doing this to myself anyways. i do not want to be told what i should and should not do. i wanna have total control of my life.i want to be able do what i want, whenever, wherever and no one is going to fucking stop me.fuck the damn system and fuck the stupid punch cards. my boss probably saw it coming anyways, i was becoming almost non existent, ditching work, coming in late, 3 hour lunch breaks. i was exhausted, unhappy, the boredom was absurd. now i understand why so many left after just one day of working there. myboss is basically a hypocrite and also a huge ass bitch. and to top it all off, she doesnt even allow lunchbreaks, we apparently are only allowed to take away food and eat it at that mutherfucking shop. how fucking shitty is that. pretty shitty alright.

i am happy just sitting at home being a total lazy ass doing what i want,sleeping in all day staying out all night long rather than to spend 10hours of total boredom being restless and sleepless, pretending to be nice.
cause all that matters to me at the end of the day is the fact that im happy with my life.

this is what being jobless,free, and looks like ;

freedom never tasted so goood.
i am going to fucking embrace it.