pure birth and loneliness

i just got back from the Envy show and it was trancelike.their whole set was simply beautiful, it was almost like i was in some kind of dream..swimming and wandering aimlessly through outerspace, getting swallowed by a massive black hole with wildy distorted guitar sounds evaporating in the background. a whole cluster of noise and raw emotion.

but there was only one thing missing. this boy :

this pessimistic-shy-but-not-so-shy-giant-koala bear that somehow manages to cope with my constant mood swings.

xoxo