solitude.

my twin sister went back to singapore today and im back to being utterly lonely and alienated in my little shitty room. me and her were basically around each other 24/7, and now that we're geographically seperated, it feels like a part of me is somewhat missing. so the 2 weeks that she was here was great. did all the silly things we nornally do at home, laughed about the most stupidest things and ofcourse our inside jokes. i miss her already. too bad we spent her last days being severely food poisoned. especially me, was vomiting non-stop, literally. my body would reject anything i swallow after a few minutes, even milo. it was insane. and then came the high fever. i am never ever eating at mamak stalls ever again.

i miss everyone back home. especially gaylord. i miss having our easy way sessions venting and talking about everything from a to z. she's the most genuine most understanding person i know and being far away from her sucks big time.

i am at the moment,a whole cluster of jumbled up emotions accompanied by what i think is a gastric attack.

i miss my wonderboy.