loosing my mind.

i am suppose to be studying, which i am actually. but due to my extremely short attention span, im once again distracted by the cyberworld. though i try to resist the bright pixels that calls so loud and force every inch of my being to listen to the voices in my head that tries so vigorously to restrain my itchy fingers from reaching this oh so glorious keyboard, i still tend to get sucked in this computer screen and fall into another dimension. hah.

last monday there was some shit going on at the college pool.

and it would really really really suck if one of those guys in that soft ball thingy farted.

living here in this house with 7 other people that speaks very little english is getting hard for me. i barely even speak.

i am always in my room, like a fucking loner. i am painfully quiet, which is wierd cause i was always around crazy hyper people back home and being here is way different. hands down, i hate it here. i need to move out.

i am loosing my mind.

i am loosing myself.

this shitty enviroment is bad for me and my mind.

i dont wanna turn into 'them'.

save me :(